The last two nights, I’ve masturbated due to difficulty sleeping. Like most, I tend to watch porn or read it, depending on the mood. This night the mood was watching porn with my chosen category being gay porn. I especially favor those moaning blowjob videos, where they lose control of…
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Dear Love, I See You, and I Feel You
The most challenging aspect of healing is the emotional journey you undertake. You cannot escape what is or was. You must face the most ruthless parts of yourself. Gaze into the eyes of the battered alternative versions of yourself, even when you’d rather not. Above all, you need to confront…
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The Ideal Man: Dangerous and Possessive
Would you judge me if I told you I enjoy my men a little dark and untameable? Yes, you read that right. I want strength and possession—at least for the book-husband. I like them all-consuming, rough but gentle, mean but kind. It sounds like a contradiction, but I can’t help…